Wednesday, September 21, 2011

I think I have the scariest 'what if' . ... .

I feel like I'm making progress through this series of grief.

I firmly believe that people go through the stages of grief as out lined here.

I think I'm somewhere in between anger and depression. I'm still very angry about what has happened/is happening, but I'm also very upset about it too.

Lou and I talked about surrogacy today.

We talked about a lot today.

What if we have to do ART? 

What if it's me . . .or. . .him or the combination of us?

What if my uterus is scarred or . . .

What if I'm just never meant to have more children?